1 Timothy 3:8-13 Deacons

Deacons likewise must be men of dignity, not double-tongued, or addicted to much wine or fond of sordid gain, but holding to the mystery of the faith with a clear conscience. These men must also first be tested; then let them serve as deacons if they are beyond reproach. Women must likewise be dignified, not malicious gossips, but temperate, faithful in all things. Deacons must be husbands of only one wife, and good managers of their children and their own households. For those who have served well as deacons obtain for themselves a high standing and great confidence in the faith that is in Christ Jesus. [1 Timothy 3:8-13 NASB]

We must not make the mistake of confusing the Biblical definition of a deacon with modern church government. In most denominations, the deacons govern the church. Often, they have the power to hire or fire the pastor. It is done in the name of "serving" in the church, but it most often a position of power and prestige. That is not how it was intended to be.

Acts describes the choosing of the first deacons;

Now at this time while the disciples were increasing in number, a complaint arose on the part of the Hellenistic Jews against the native Hebrews, because their widows were being overlooked in the daily serving of food. So the twelve summoned the congregation of the disciples and said, “It is not desirable for us to neglect the word of God in order to serve tables. “Therefore, brethren, select from among you seven men of good reputation, full of the Spirit and of wisdom, whom we may put in charge of this task. “But we will devote ourselves to prayer and to the ministry of the word.” [Acts 6:1-4 NASB]

They chose godly men of good reputation, known for their wisdom, to serve tables. The word "deacon" is translated from the Greek word, "diakonos", which means "a servant". Paul used this word often when he referred to himself as a servant (deacon) of Christ.

Paul had no authority over Jesus. On the contrary, he subjected himself to Christ, to the point of dying for Him.

In the same way, a deacon is not supposed to have authority over the church, but to subject himself to it, and if necessary, die for it.

Like the overseers, the deacons need to be above reproach. Before they are recognized as deacons, they must first prove themselves to have a servant's heart. They must be able to put the needs of the church above their own.

If you want to serve in the church, that is a good thing. Only be sure it is from a sincere desire to serve. Don't seek a position in the church out of ambition. Jesus said;

“Do not be called leaders; for One is your Leader, that is, Christ. “But the greatest among you shall be your servant. “Whoever exalts himself shall be humbled; and whoever humbles himself shall be exalted. [Matthew 23:10-12 NASB]

Jesus can raise up leaders whenever He wants. What He needs is people who will humble themselves and become servants to their brothers and sisters in Christ.

Lord, I pray that You will give me a servant's heart. Please forgive me for my ambition and pride, and give me the grace to humble myself, to subject myself to others, and to serve others in Your name.